January 2011
33 posts
[ dream soap ]
I dreamt I gave him a different name upon our first meeting. We were staying in this strange hotel suite. They had to leave to visit a submarine just on the other side of the building. Val was there and brought some french guy with her. My mom and aunt were there and my sister and my younger brother. Hours passed and I get a call. He tells me he forgot to call or text and I say, “Yeah,...
Pancakes: MALE ARTIST OF THE YEAR →
bobbyswhirl:
So I was nominated for Star Central Magazine’s “Male Artist of the Year.” So random. But hey, I like to win. I’m competitive. And frankly, I don’t think I suck that bad. So vote for me when you can. Here’s the link:
star-connect.com/polls/male-artist-of-the-year
-Vote…
[ wallaby ]
Girl’s night at Pure nightclub. Collecting stamps every section we passed. Thought I was gonna end up with a sleeve! Also my goodbye party to my hair, hahaha! So fun. More girl’s night, I say!!!
Driving to the break of dawn with my twin!
Got my hair did at Rudy’s Barbershop on Melrose. Love that place, thanks LeeMo!!! They are ridiculous and fast and amazing and...
“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and...”
– Veronica A. Shoffstall (via quote-book)
“Nothing is permanent. Especially people. Strangers become friends. Friends...”
– Megan McCafferty (via make-me-smile)
“If you don’t like something change it; if you can’t change it, change the way...”
– Mary Engelbreit (via quote-book)
i have so much music on my ipod from different people that i didn’t realize i had the black keys in there. seeing everyone’s status’ talking about them and i’m like, who are these people. sure enough, i’ve been listening to them for a while now.
at least i know i don’t just jump on bandwagons. i collect music from people i think have great music tastes and...
Adele performance of Someone Like You on Jools...
[ want to be stroked ]
my favorite band is playing the Chelsea in the Cosmopolitan out here in Vegas in March.
The 13th.
That’s a Saturday.
My Friday.
The day before our nine day dark.
……
Lord, WHY?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!
[ Park City ]
Alli’s birthday bash at the Rumor Hotel was so fun. And its not my life if it doesn’t include one or more insanely awkward moments. Woot woot!
Got about 2 hours of sleep. Could not sleep. So I woke up and showered and finished packing and good thing since my beloved Fatty, Andre Kasten called me after dropping LeeMo to the airport and was on his way to pick me up. We grabbed...
[ vom ]
tumblr’s being cray cray and regurgitating old posts into the feed. at least for me, they regurgitated a post i had written a year ago this time because it mentions elvis’ birthday. ai yai yai.
it needs to be the four day weekend. can we just bloop bloop to allison’s party already?? damn.
[ carpentry ]
i think one of my greatest fears came true. and i’m okay, i just need to accept it and keep moving forward.
while i tried to keep laughing and smiling and loving and living, mostly faking it till i make it, waiting for it to eventually just come naturally, my heart went behind my back and started building…
and now its in a pretty safe place and i don’t blame it. its trying to...
[ beLoved ]
What’s sad is that I didn’t realize she left.
There used to be a girl who would place her heels on the edge, arms spread wide, eyes filled with faith and hope and romance staring at the sky, allowing love to push her over.
But she’s gone and I hadn’t noticed.
There’s a new girl instead. A girl who can’t fall without looking back because she’s already...
ain’t gonna lie….
i’m starting to miss my Blackberry.
a lot.
“The human heart has a way of making itself large again even after it’s been...”
– Robert James Waller (via lafinparfaite)
“The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she...”
– Audrey Hepburn (via quotewhore)
cover of coldplay’s yellow.
by one of my...
[ fear less ]
i should take my own advice. but isn’t that always the case? that’s why we give it away, because we never know how to take it ourselves.
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the problem is that i know what my problem is. i just don’t know what the solution is. because i’m trying, i really am. but i am so fucking scared.
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and i’m upset because i feel like a tool. i know that i’m...
“And we should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once....”
– Nietzsche (via kevinkong, tsupii)
[ re-solutions ]
My resolutions. Not just for this year in particular, but for my future in general ;D
Laugh more. For those of you that know me, this may confuse you. But allow me to explain…. I realized near the end of last year, that I didn’t nearly laugh as much throughout last year as I did in the last couple of months. One of the main factors for this lack of abdominal workout was my weird...
[ twenty ten ]
I was never one for roller coasters, but 2010 took me for a ride…
And thanks to friends and family holding my hands and letting me squeeze them tight, with eyes open and laughter exploding forth from the rush of the fall, I learned to enjoy the ride.
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May the new year bring you love and the ability to recognize that it is in every moment, good or bad, hidden in tears of pain, hiding...